I hope that you know that I've missed the both of you, even though it's been too long since we last spoke, and that whatever time we spent last year was fabulous and greatly missed. I've never regretted knowing you guys, but we just drifted off like that. Maybe everyone's too busy with their own lives.
I'd like to stop this pretentious act that we all are putting up. You all know, and I know, that we are not as close as before it's just a waste of our time to seem to "try" all these while but never make anything happen. I'm so used to the last minute cancellations of plans, someone joining us later in the day/night, or nobody bothering to text to arrange stuff and hoping someone else will "do the job". I'm quite sick of this imo and I'd hate to say this but, let's just stop trying shall we?
My heart always skip a beat when I receive an e-mail, when is the school ever going to update me on my status? Please give me a space, I really want to get in and get out of this country.
I really want friends who make the effort to meet-up on special occasions and I'm ever so glad Mel is back in SG with me. Love my girls long time.
I'm lying when I say I'm not disappointed because I truly am. Christmas is not just about buying me a present and then sleeping the rest of the day away. I'd love to have plans, initiated by you, and not just asking me what I'd like to do on the day itself. I don't expect a lot, and I'd rather not spend so much on a trip than to have plans up on special days itself. That said, I hope next year's will be better. There's still New Year to go through and I'm not putting any hopes on it. Time to search for another nice HK drama.
Goodnight world, hope you guys have a better Christmas than I did.
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